Currently Playing Page Avenue By Story of the Year sidewalks see related

i had a rough night. my eyes were burning because someone just cut the grass outside. and i'm allergic to fresh cut grass. then i came home..... and i found out about it from mom. i locked myself in the bathroom and cry. all i kept thinking was that those bastards have to pay and that i needed a cigarette. the only thing that went right yesterday was my lime jello. woke up with problems breathing and even now. still haven't touched my inhaler. i'm hoping it goes away.

she's really pretty.

used to believe in love. used to believe in fairy tales.

Currently Playing We Are Not Alone By Breaking Benjamin sooner or later see related

half day!!!

i learned one thing today. don't try to run and slide in chucks. it doesn't work. i did it today while ryan and i were walking around c-pod and i fell on my ass. pretty funny though. according to him, i could totally pull it off and act like it never happened.  

practice tonight.......i'm excited to go but not at the same time. no one remembers ANY of the work. i remember bits and pieces so i'm watching the tape from championships. it's so fuuny. within 2 minutes of the show, i was in it like 10 times! counting none the less and i look absolutely rediculous. but as laura would say, kate's a real guard girl. she counts all the time!

i got my critical paper back....it wasn't too good. i got a D. oops. it was on a bad book so i didn't expect a good grade.

&&this anticipation is killing me
worse than the prettiest gun.
You were always more beautiful
with the words on the tip of your tongue. </3

Emo Boyfriend
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
His Name	Andy
His Looks/Style	Curly-ish brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, labret pierced, tight tshirts, tight pants, skate shoes
How you met	At one of his band's gigs
How he tells you he loves you	Gives you flowers every day
What he calls you	Darlin'
How far you've gone	just kissing and holding hands *blush*
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there's a show tonight and i really really want to go!!!! but i can't.....

Currently Playing The Emancipation of Mimi By Mariah Carey it's like that see related

it's so lovely out today! i need to lay outside in my hott bikini and get tan, but i can't. work. but it'll be awesome because all the cool kids are working tonight.

christa and i were talking about poetry becuase i have to present a poem in front of the class. i decided on mirror by sylvia plath. i've read her stuff before and really liked it.

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

i saw sam today and she's giving me a ride home from work, again. i love her with my little emo heart!!!  

i met this kid, dan in the hall today and we haven't talked in forever!!!

new xanga????? i need to think of a new name. any suggestions?